I am not handling being left out of things today. Asked for information and did not get it when I was expecting it. Was waiting for a meeting that spontaneously started without my knowing it. There are things down in the shop that are affecting what is happening and how things are being handled. It is not a good day today.
But I managed. I learned that I am in a good place, a good work place. I was able to vent, a little and properly, with one of the supervisors and discovered what my anger feels like. I do not get angry often. And in the end, most of us were feeling stressed and testy.
I am wondering if the weather has something to do with it. It rained buckets for a short period after being sunny for a while. This is not “woo-woo”. My experience in home care gives me some insights about how things like weather affect internal processes. My client has seizures that were mostly under control. Stress is a known activator. But, so is barometric pressure. We could tell when the rain was coming because her seizures would increase.
So, I am acknowledging the Weather as participant in our moods and behaviors today. My story and I’m sticking to it.